Cuti!!!!

Helloooooo...

Arini takde mood dah nk keje sebab esok dah start cuti smpi new year!!

Yeaaayyyy!!

Jgn jeles ye Kak Zai..hehe..

Still got a lot to settle even i'm on holiday mood..

Takpe2..cool..relax..you can do it..bukan susah mana pun..

I'm being too ambitious right?

Ok will update once everything is done!

Insya Allah dipermudahkan..

Love,

Puteri

Help!Den tak tahan!

TOLONGGGG!!
Den tak tahan dah dengan bau kat sebelah ni!!boleh muntah weiii!!
KENAPA KENAPA KENAPA??
KENAPA kau kena duduk kat sebelah ni????????????

Aku ni dah la hidung sebatu boleh cium bau busuk..
Seriously cakap aku kalau bab bau2 kurang enak ni jauh lg aku dpt detect..Org tak bau lg aku bau dah..
hadoiii!! Sensitip terlebih hidung den ni..
Dapat pulak mamat pakistan mana attachment 6 bulan kat sini dok sebelah!
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!Stresss ya amat!!!!!!

Aku mengumumkan mulai hari ni tudung kena extra panjang sikit sebab smpai office kena buat purdah.
Tak guna sungguh.
Melekat bau kat aku. DAMN IT!!!!!

Terpaksa berpurdah sebab tak tahan bau wei!!
Bukan nak hina tapi memang satu dept pun ckp busuk!!!
FYI, mamat belakang tu la yg bau tu..danggg!!

Sekian.
Dari hati yg sakit dan hidung yg bengkak bau busuk.

Movie Review - Penanggal

Happy Monday everyone..

Last week, aku pegi tengok cite Penanggal ni dengan En. Boyfie.

Sekarang ni nak buat review.

Sumpah cite ni la cite paling loser aku tengok in 2013. Sangat2 loser. Sakit hati den. Membazir duit je tengok. jalan cite hampeh, lembab, hantu tak banyak dan merepek!

Ok alkisahnya camni...

Di sebuah kampung ni ade la penanggal dok mengganas..As you know..penanggal ni kan die nak uri perempuan bersalin..mcm tu la lebih kurang..sampai la one time orang kampung tak tahan dah dgn gangguan n byk sgt mangsa terkorban, diorg pun bersatu utk bakar umah penanggal ni. Dlm masa yg sama si nenek (penanggal dlm bentuk manusia) pun passkan ilmu penanggal secara paksa kat cucu die, Murni sebelum die mati..

Maka, ketua kampung pun tak sampai hati nak bunuh si Murni ni sebab die baik and bukan salah die..Die suruh si Murni ni tinggalkan kampung ni..

Murni pun blah la dgn pak khadam (dah bersumpah nk jaga murni dgn nyawa die sendiri) ke kampung lain..

Since tu byk la kejadian perempuan lepas beranak mati kena makan penanggal..

Lepas tu macam mane tah murni ni terkantoi la luka kat leher die tu and org taw die penanggal..pastu anak ketua kampung cam pukul2 n nak bunuh die la..

Tetiba muncul la syed mana tah dtg masuk cmpur..nk selamatkan murni..

Syed ni konon2 tinggi ilmu agama semua pegi masuk hutan kejar si murni ni..nak selamatkan la kononnya..

pastu boleh nmpk jalan yg dah ditutup hijab bagai..

Ok malas cite panjang2 sebab annoying nk ingat balik scene bodoh2..

Pendek cite, ending die murni mati rumah terbakar, syed tu selamat bagai..tu je..

Kenapa aku rasa cite ni tak best dan memalukan industri filem malaysia?

1. Nama cite hantu tapi hantu nye sikit je. Dlm 30% cmtu. Padahal propa tak hengat kat tv mcm seram sgt.

2. Aku tak paham konsep syed sharifah yg diorg nak tekankan kat sini. and kenapa nak kena ckp bahasa arab yg dimelayukan??Contoh : Ana fening..abis yg perkataan start ngan P tukar jd F..ANNOYING TAHAP GABAN OK???

3. Jalan cite sangat sangat slow..byk dok sebok tang arab tu lg dr penanggal.

4. Napa Fasha Sandha jadi syed sharifah konon2 alim bagai dgn tutup2 muka tapi pakai baju nampak boobs terjojol?

5. Kesan CGI yg sngt2 hampeh mcm standard 5 tahun dulu.

6. Aku tak pernah rasa nak keluar panggung selama aku jd kaki wayang. Ni la first time aku rase nak blah je tp ditegah oleh En. Boyfie sebab da bayar kan.

This is my honest opinion about the said movie. But maybe pada aku la kot yg cite ni tak best. Maybe pada org lain best. So korang tengok la sendiri dan nilailah sendiri.

Macam mana industri filem melayu nak maju macam ni??? Please la produce cite yg berkualiti sikit.

Lebih baik aku tengok cite david teo buat at least seram sikit dr cite ni.

Selamat menonton.

Sincere opinion,

Puteri

Monday Blues

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Movie Night with Penanggal

Malam ni dah janji dengan encik boyfie nak tengok cite ni. Well, both of us cuti esok :) (aku sanggup apply annual leave esok sebab die offday, sweet kan i, b?)..so malam ni boleh la date smpai lebam..

Die yang beria sangat nak tengok. Die nak belanja katanya.

As for me, penakut tapi nak tengok jugak walaupun sekadar tengok melalui celah-celah jari. hihihi..

Macam seram je cite ni.............tettttt.......

Nanti aku cite bile dah tengok...

Yeayy!!Tiket dah beli! nanti claim balik dengan die duit tiket.. :)

Berani giler kan tengok kul 12am..huhuhu..no choice..

Tapi awal2 dah deal ngan die kena anta aku balik sebab eden penakuit nak balik sorang lepas tengok cito ni haa...mano tak seram..naik bukit rumah den tu pukul 2 pg lepas tengok cito hantu..

Seraaaammmm neh!

Ok. cepat la 5.45 pm..den dah malas nak buek kejo ni..

Mood cuti sudah meresap di jiwa..

Ok lah..nanti den update lopeh den tengok.

Till then.

Love,

Puteri

Sempat ke?

Semua benda nak buat sendiri.
Banyak benda dlm kotak fikiran ni..
Tapi sempat ke nak buat semua nya sekali?
Dangggg!!
Nk mintak tolong org tak boleh. Sebab nnt sakit hati sendiri if tak jadi.
Stress! Boleh kena high blood pressure mcm ni..

Bertabahlah..semoga sempat..

1 month left

A month to go..

And less than a month (plus minus cheat day) to keep fit and lose weight..

Nervous!

Hope everything is gonna be fine..

Am I Being Too Emotional?

Sometimes, we didn't realize the feeling we had towards someone is really deep. We start doing stupid things. And we sometimes unintentionally hurting them from the inside.

Being in a failed relationship for few times make me create a wall around myself. Make me wonder should I keep the wall higher or should I try t open it up? I decided to keep on building it high to keep people out of reach. To ensure I won't get hurt again. Cause the feeling is really suck.

I am happy living in the wall until I forgot how's the life outside there. One day, he came and trying to knock them off. It's not easy to love someone so fragile like me. Even before, I warned him that it won't be easy.
I'm not who I am before.

I am too emotional. Small things can be a big things to me.
I don't like when his best friend being rude or saying things to me, even it's just a joke.
I don't like seeing him sit too close with his girl friends, even they are just friends.
I don't like him talking to them, cause the way the "bitches" talk make me wanna slap them.
And the lists goes on.

I'm not being jealous. I'm not being bossy. I'm just insecure. Try to be in my shoe and you will understand.
I'm sick of being cheated and heart broken. I couldn't care less.
I'm scared to be serious cause I don't want it to fail half way. I just go with the flow. I don't want to be over the top. Lesson learnt before.

I don't care what will happen next. If being too emotional will put me in deep shit, I accept it.
I rather be in deep shit than to be hurt again.

I'm sorry dear for being too emotional. If you are really the one for me, and if you really show it and don't fake it up, I will completely ruin the whole wall and be myself again.

And I hope that you'll be there when the day come.

Till then.

Love,
Puteri

Melayang...

End of the month..
22 more days to the next salary..
Tapi duit aku sudah melayang bershopping..
Lunch date with Kak Zai ke Kenanga Wholesale..
Sempat la menghabiskan duit ringgit..Walaupun tak nampak keperluan utk membeli tu tapi nak jugak beli puaskan hati sendiri..
Kalau En. Aizat dpt taw mesti kena bebel sebab shopping lagi..ngeeee...
Dalam masa sejam melayang RM71..Bayangkan kalau kitorang pegi 5 jam????
You do the math la!
Next week kite puasa 5 hari la Kak Zai!

Till then.
Love,
Puteri

Bengang

Salam & Good Morning.. Bersawang dah blog ni..bz smpi x sempat update blog.
Bersiaran from office.
Sebenarnya sebab bengang dengan perempuan sewel kat office ni.
Aku tak suke nak burukkan orang tapi tahap kesabaran aku pun ada hadnya.
Jangan ingat selama ni aku diam aku tak kisah dan tak amek tahu. Aku cuma malas nak kecoh2 sebab buang masa utk benda tak berfaedah ni.

Cite die gini. Ade seorang minah ni..tak perlu la disebutkan nama. Nak meroyan pasal kitorang punye CSR activity. Tak puas hati kenapa die bukan committee utk CSR tu. Annd as explained by one of my colleague aka Project Manager for the CSR, the committee was nominated by all the bosses. Each team must at least have two person to be in the committee. So, is it our fault that your boss didn't nominate u???
But.....disebabkan cetek akal, minah ni rase si PM ni tak nak die jadi committee sebab die free hair..tahun ni committee semua pakai tudung..what the heck???!! Ceteknya pemikiran awak..
And she keep on mentioning tak pilih die sebab tak pakai tudung..hello??don't u get it? kitorang bukan dipilih..boss yang suruh..and if u really want to be the committe, kenapa tak cakap je and volunteer yourself? kenapa nak besar kepala nak tunggu orang ajak ko??eh kalau aku boss tak suruh pun aku akan volunteer la utk jadi..coz this is CHARITY EVENT!!!kalau ko tak ikhlas nak buat ko tak payah join langsung, tak payah nak ungkit pasal last year ko buat semua. Kalau buat keje sekadar nak nama je, memang tak ikhlas la..
Ko ingat jadi committee ni best ke? Semua keje kena buat..and lagi satu reason nape org tak nak ko dlm committee is because you always don't turn up at work!MC la EL la..sape nak keje ngan org mcm ni??
Even staff lain yg bukan charity pun tolong je..coz it's everyone effort..seikhlas hati..bukan sebab nak nama..even kitorang yg committee ni pun bukan dapat appreciation pun..we just doing it for charity..lagipun ko slalu mention kan ko taknak buat keje yg takde dlm JD ko..so??why nak sibuk?

Sorry for all the harsh word..tapi aku dah tak boleh sabar dah..If you want me to respect you, respect me too..Aku jenis kalau aku dah respect org tapi org tu kurang hajar, sorry la babe..no more playing good girl role..boleh istihar perang..doesn't mean ko tua dr aku ko je yg betul..

Part committee ni aku leh sabar lagi..tapi bile die start sentuh pasal tudung bagai ni aku hangin..memang saje nak jolok sarang tebuan kan..

AKU PAKAI TUDUNG SEBAB AKU SENDIRI YANG DAH TERBUKA HATI NAK PAKAI. BUKAN SEBAB ORANG SURUH ATAU SEBAB NAK ORANG SUKA KAT AKU KE.
SO KAU TAK PAYAH NAK PERTIKAIKAN. KALAU KO TAKNAK PAKAI TU HAK KO LA. TAKDE ORG PERNAH CAKAP PAPE PUN KAT KO. YANG KO NAK MEROYAN TERASA SENDIRI KENAPA???

ok puas hati. dapat luahkan kat sini..sorry all readers for the harsh word..

Aku penah baca pepatah mat salleh ni.
" Writing down your negative thoughts and tossing them in the trash can actually help get rid of your bad mood"

So, the best way is writing it here. Sebab zaman teknologi mane men tulis2 diari dah..hihihi

Till then.

Love,
Puteri

Insecure

Insecure. It's every girls nightmare.
It keeps the girl away from the world.
It makes the girl feel like she does not belong in the crowd.
It highlights the imperfection in the girl's life.

I am insecure. Insecure with my face, my body, my behaviour, my attitude.

Everything.

Keep comparing myself with others.
Always asking myself. Am I good enough to be loved?
Do I deserve to be loved and be happy?
People will only see what I want them to see.
They can only view the surface but they won't be able to zoom behind it.
Physically well. Mentally broken.
Fragile heart.
Wrong choice of words could break it.
Ever wonder why it is so difficult for a broken hearted girl to fall in love again?
Ever wonder why it took years to heal every pieces of the broken heart?
Yeah, true. The insecurity itself. The pain that they can't bear for another heartbreak.
Yes, we have to be strong. It is not the end of the world.
But it is the end of the fairy tale every girls ever dream of.
Easier said than done.
Try to be in my shoes. Try to feel the heart break.
Try to struggle to move on and live life like ordinary.
You tell me how does it feels.
Then only you will know the truth meaning of insecurity.

Till then.

Love,
Puteri

Some words are better left unspoken

Some words are better left unspoken.

People might misinterpret the meaning of our words.

People might misjudge us.

People might hurt us.

The truth is, not everyone can accept the fact that they are not perfect.

That ain't nobody is perfect.

But the way they think they are so high up and our words mean harm to them.

Argument happened. Relationship broken. 

So, I decided to stay shut and left those words unspoken.

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You won't stay that way forever.

You never look up on people.

You never respect others.

You hurt people with your words.

To you, I wish you are happy with what you cause people to feel.

Thank you for open up my eyes to see the true colours of yours.

Trip to Hutan Lipur Sg Kanching & Taman Layang-Layang Kepong

Good afternoon everyone.
Menunggu overseas unit reply email pasal budget..
Bukan takde keje. Tapi sambil buat keje sambil mengarang.

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22 Aug 2013. Arini Mr Chef off day. awal-awal lagi dah plan nak date katanya. Ok i'm in! Masalahnya ialah dia off day weekdays..Alamak..how? Terpaksalah I mengambil half day..demi utk keluar berdating..Nampak tak pengorbanan i kat situ sygku? Lucky my boss ni jenis senang approve leave. dapat la gi date..

After TB Open House tu aku terus gerak balik.. Mr Chef tggu kat Damai & naik LRT together to Setiawangsa. Pick-up my car and head to the destination.
Dia ckp plan nak pegi picnic kat Sg Kanching. I follow je. Aku mmg suka activity air ni..
Hutan Lipur Sg Kanching ni dekat je.. Kalau ikut Jalan Kuching straight je..Akan lalu selayang then straight lagi..Macam nk ke rawang tu..Bayaran masuk RM1.00 seorang and parking fee RM2.00 per car.
Sampai sana around 2.30pm. Nak ke air terjun tu kena memanjat sikit ye..So bersedialah dari segi mental utk menggagahkan diri naik bukit..Kejap je pun..Sepanjang jalan naik tu banyak monyet.Kalau uols bawak makanan, jaga2 sikit. Diorang ni suke dtg curi makanan orang..

Jom layan gambar..

Dah mcm apek jual sayur dah aku tgk..hahaha

At about 4.30pm camtu kitorang bergerak balik..Singgah Aeon Big jap cari makan..Lepas tu pegi lepak kat Taman Layang-Layang Kepong..
Betul la orang cakap..indahnya masa bercinta..

Muka pucat macam orang tgh beranak anak lelaki..

Duck Face!!

Lepas dating, lepak makan and balik..
Best jugak sekali sekala dating mcm ni..Kalau tak asyik2 ke shopping mall tgk wayang tak pun karaoke..boring dah..lebih bik kite menikmati keindahan alam..

Till then.

Love,
Puteri

Transaction Banking Raya Open House 2013

Salam Aidilfitri.
Mood raya dah habis. Mood cuti je sekarang ni.

This is just a short entry.
Last week, Group TB organized TB Raya Open House 2013 on 22nd Aug 2013.
I was part of the event helping in the decoration.
The rest are done by Kak Zai & the geng...
Since I'm on half day leave, nothing much I can help except for eating!!hahaha

with the K-pop intern from Korea

This is all the pictures that I have in my possession..

Till then.

Love,
Puteri

Zaheera's Solemnization

Good Morning! Pagi yang indah hari ni.
Nak sambung new entry on my friend's solemnization held on 4 Syawal bersamaan 11 August 2013.

Aku mengenali Zaheera since Form 1 masa kat MRSM Kuala Klawang dulu..Kitorang sama kelas and pernah jadi deskmate. Bile duduk asrama ni, kite memang akan jadi sangat rapat dengan kawan2 seperjuangan. Especially bile kat MRSM ni kite akan together in 1 class until Form 3. Bile dah 3 tahun bersusah senang bersama, tambah pulak kitorang ni otak mereng sekepala, so jadi sangat rapat. Bile balik KL pun akan carpool. That time Zaheera stay kat Mindef, so kalau parents aku amek from KK, Zaheera akan tumpang dan vice versa. Sebabnya, parents tak sanggup nak hadap jalan berliku2 nak ke KK tu wei!

After PMR, we have to choose which MRSM we want to go. So I got MRSM Pengkalan Chepa while Zaheera went to MRSM Jasin. Walaupun kitorang tak sama MRSM bile upper form, silaturrahim tu masih ade. After school masing2 masuk uni pun still contact each other. Bile zaman dah moden and masing2 ade smart phone, maka terciptalah Group Whatsapp kelas Ibnu Khaldun 01-03. Kat sini la we keep each other posted. :)

Actually, she told me that the plan is they want to get engaged on 14 Sept 2013. Suddenly, the plan changed where the 14 Sept 2013 will be the reception day and the solemnization took place on 11 Aug 2013. Reason being because Uncle Zahari may have to fly overseas for official duty. Terkezut jugak la out of sudden ni.. Nasib kat KL boleh la I join the majlis.

Majlis diadakan di De Palma Hotel Ampang. Kecil-kecilan je. Hanya menjemput keluarga dan kawan2 rapat sahaja. Husband die tu is our senior kat MRSM KK dulu. Merangkap anak kawan bapak die. So diorang macam dah kenal since kecik. Kapten Tentera ye uolss! Kalau dah jodoh...

Alhamdulillah..sekali lafaz je Zaheera sah bergelar isteri kepada Kapten Sharun Redzuan..
Tahniah! Semoga jodoh kalian berkekalan ke akhir usia..Semoga bahagia dan selamat menjalani kehidupan baru sebagai suami isteri..amin..

Jom layan gambar...

getting ready

dup dap dup dap ni..

Kami sempat selfie jap!

Alhamdulillah sekali lafaz je..

Anak kedua Ibnu Khaldun, Rayyan Fazhan..Hero kepada Rujhan & Fazlin..

Teman2 rapat yg hadir..

Keluarga Ibnu Khaldun..Rujhan missing.. Yanti menyebok.. :)

Till then.

Love,
Puteri

2 Syawal 2013

Salam Aidilfitri.

2 Syawal..Beraya di rumah Cik Aman kat Sg Buloh..
Konvoi ramai2 dr my house..Ade la dlm 5 kereta..Termasuk aku..Aku tak carpool sebab nk ke tempat lain lepas tu..Gambar lupa nak transfer so takdapat nak upload here.

Actually, bukan nak highlight pasal raya rumah Cik Aman pun..Ape yg nak diceritakan ialah beraya selepas rumah Cik Aman..

Mr. Chef call smlm cakap nak ajak balik beraya kat kampung die..Die sedih tak dpt beraya dah 3 tahun..so tahun ni die nk jugak balik kampung die..Plan nya begini..
Die akan balik keje around 5.30pm and lpas tu aku pick him up from his house and trus ke sana..Kampung die kat Felda Sueharto, Tanjung Malim..Kalau lalu PLUS Highway exit bukit tagar..tak jauh mana pun..dlm sejam sampai la..

Hati dah dup dap dup dap ni..Iye la..first time nak jumpe family die..Takut la kena reject menangis tak berlagu mak..Sepanjang perjalanan tu mmg aku tak byk ckp..Nervous and macam2 la pikir..Macam mana kalau mak u tak suke i? Macam mana? Macam mana? huaaaaaa!
Dalam hati dok berdoa panjang jangan lah mak die reject...

Around 6.30pm tu kitorang pun smpai sana..Segan ya ampun! Aku pulak jenis tak reti nak memulakan dulu..kalau org ckp ngan aku aku ok je..Tapi mula2 tu segan la..Alhamdulillah mak die baik sangat..Adik die pun peramah..ade la berborak2 jugak..takde la segan sangat..Mak Ngah die pun ade..byk jugak soalan ditanyanya..hihi..cemerlang I jawab..Mcm jawab job interview..hihi..

On the way balik..Baju dah plan k nak sedondon..

Insya Allah aku akan berhijrah ke arah kebaikan.. :)

Mesti ade yg pelik kan sebab ape aku pakai tudung? Salah satu sebab ialah nak menghormati kawasan kampung tu..since rumah nenek die pun betul2 depan surau..Bukan hipokrit yer..Aku mmg dlm proses utk berhijrah..Cuma mengambil masa sedikit..So aku rasa x salah utk aku start bile ke kampung die..Insya Allah tak lama dah..doa-doakan yang baik-baik..

Around 9 pm kitorang gerak balik ke KL. Lagipun esok die keje..tak leh lewat sangat balik..Balik I yg drive sebab Mr Chef penat..shian die..biarla die rest sepanjang journey tu..U untung taw b dapat I yg boleh drive sorang2..Kalau kena perempuan yg tak reti drive jauh tak ke susah u nnt..hihi

Dlm perjalanan tu die cakap ade benda nak cakap..Aku tanya la ape die? Die cakap...mak dgn abah setuju..Suke..Approve..*dalam hati punye la berbunga sampai rasa nak lompat2 jerit yaaahuuuu!!*
Die kata abah die paling suke..katanya dah dapat gf yg comel yg cantik tu jaga baik2..jangan kawan lama2 sangat..cepat2 ikat..hihi..comel ke aku ni?
Insya Allah kalau ade jodoh tak kemana ye pakcik..Doakan yg terbaik utk kami berdua.. :)

Apepun..I'm so happy! Walaupun u tak baca blog i ni..but I wanna tell u I love u..

Till then.

Love,
Puteri

Syawal 2013

This post is a bit outdated. Sebab too busy to update blog..So akan banyak la post yg masuk lepas ni sebab banyak pending post ni..hihi..

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Syawal 2013 aku rase tak semeriah syawal yg lepas-lepas. Maybe sebab busy dan jugak dah tua. So takde ape yg nak di enjoykan sangat. Cuma yg lain nya syawal tahun ni ialah baju raya I buat sendiri from top to toe and tak beraya alone :)

Persiapan raya..hmmm..simple je..takde beli pape sgt pun..kasut dengan beg pun tak beli. Bajet lari la tahun ni..Takpe..bersederhana itu lebih bagus..

As usual, semua akan berkumpul kat rumah aku utk beraya since nenek stay dgn kami. So two days before raya, pakcik sekeluarga dtg dari perak and stay at our house. Pagi tu settlekan semua masak2 and siap2 utk beraya.

Yang bestnye family kitorang ni sebab ramai..And ada tradisi bersalam-salaman dan memberi duit raya bermula dengan anak yg paling tua ke cucu yang paling muda. Setiap keluarga akan ade baju tema masing. Family aku tahun ni purple lagi..sebabnye..mama la salah beli kain!die ingat kain die beli tu dusty pink rupanya purple jugak!haish!stress! So semorang pun terpaksa la mengikut kaler die..huhu..redha dan pasrah je la..

My family :)

Selfie jap =P

Celebrate Bday Mama yg jatuh on 7/8/13

Bila cucu lelaki berposing...

Ayu je semua cucu perempuan..

Ini lah baju hasil design sendiri dan jahitan sendiri :)

My siblings..Aku nampak muda kan?hihi

The best part is Mr Chef pun datang beraya kat umah!!
Sebabnya...kesian kena bekerja di hari raya..
So aku ajak die datang umah makan sebelum pegi bertugas.. =)

Nothing much on the first raya..

Till then.

Love,
Puteri